Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Lost of confidence

My friends have introduced me to home school some time ago and from time to time, her husband and herself would give me some additional info about homeschooling. 

Recently, they shared their vision on starting a homeschool. I can see their commitment in buying up a new premises and the urge to look for more relevant information and seeking help in setting up the school. My friend's husband has asked me to pray for a vision and whether I can join their force to be one of their teachers. 

I am still unsure. I'm unsure of so many things. I'm still praying to God for guidance on what I should be doing...I am lack of confidence. Although I know how to speak in English, my words would get tangled up when someone else is there. I feel pressure because I am always thinking that people are there to nit-picking on my lack of proficiency. 

Only God knows how to heal my childhood wounds of condemnation and lack of praises. And only God knows how to make me well again...

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